Friday, August 21, 2009

My semi birthday party!! :)

Utah Lake with my best friends :)





Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Just an update :)

Well as some know, I have a terrible concept of time... I always have more time than I think I do. So here I am sitting in the wilkinson center, oh excuse me, the wilk... Anyway I have a job interview at 11:30 in the bookstore, I've already turnednin a resume to the games center... And I have a half hour to sit here among all these people attending BYU education week. (which by the way made it way harder to park) anyway, college is coming way too fast! I'm half excited half nervous! But I think I can get the hang of this campus thing okay. I found my way here really easily! :)

Sunday, August 9, 2009

everything's gonna be fine :)

Robyn taught our lesson today, and read us this letter. I've been freaking out about college and being on my own. and this was so comforting to me.

Dear Daughter,

I remember well the day you left my side, wandered through the veil and ventured forth to fulfill your earthly mission. I had a tear in my eye as I clothed your spirit in a cloak of love and sent you off to school. Be assured that my thoughts are with you now, as always.

I love you with all of my heart. I know your life, the good, the bad, your grief, your disappointments, your unrewarded efforts, your frustrations. But always remember-- all that I have is yours if you will only come home again.

Daughter, realize that in you I have placed a bit of heaven. no one was exempt. I love all of my children. You have some blessed gift, some talent, some little part of me in you. Search for it, develop it, use it, and most importantly, share it with others. If you really love me, then help others find themselves and lead them to me. Show your love by serving others.

Repent of your failings and humble yourself. Make yourself ever teachable and continually strive to improve. I gave you weaknesses to help you be humble. Don't condemn me for that. I did it because I love you. Be full of hope. Don't let discouragement engulf you. I'll come if you need me.

Daughter, cease your idle contentions. Be a peacemaker, for it breaks my heart to see so many of my children fighting. If they could only see what I have hoped, planned and desired for them. My heart breaks as I watch them. But you, faithful daughter, are my hope. It is through you that my work must proceed. You haven't much time and there is so much work to be done. I beg you to get started. Accomplish the mission I gave to you before you left me. I'll help you. I'll never be too busy or too far away to come to you. I'm nearer to you always than you might suspect. I have so much I would like to tell you, but I can't here.

Come to me often in prayer. I love to take to you, my beloved daughter. Be diligent in my work and my kingdom shall be yours. I'd love to take you in my arms, but I too, must wait patiently: that time will come. Till then I leave you my peace, my blessing, my love, and never forget I am nearby whenever you need me.

I love you and miss you so very much and, oh, how I am looking forward to your return to me and your Mother.

All my love,

Your Heavenly Father



We then wrote letters back to our Father in Heaven. think about what you would say in a letter to Him. When you say your prayers, listen. Don't just talk, listen. I'm terrified for this new beginning, but I know that with His help, I'm gonna be just fine :)